August 2012
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It’s hard for me to be around you anymore. My breath catches when you walk into the room, and I find myself sneaking glances at you, trying to see into your eyes without you knowing. You accidently touched my hand once, and I pulled away at the light schism of electricity that pulsed when our skin met. My heart races when I think about that light touch, my breathing quickens,...
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”You don’t love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or for their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear.” - Oscar Wilde
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I stayed awake last night listening to my loud heart. It was looking for you in the spot I tried to store you. I drove to work this morning and lost my mind on the way. It was looking for you in spot I last saw you. I came home today and my soul wasn’t here to greet me. It said it didn’t feel like home without you.
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First day of school
: I have more food in my backpack than I do supplies.
: Ratemyprofessor lied... you are not hot or easy.
: $200 for a textbook? Hahahahaha, piratebay.
: Those leggings really accentuate your vagina.
: It's Monday and I just want to get drunk.
: I am never wearing my seatbelt while driving again so I can die before I make it to class.
: Vamos a la playa, a me me gusta baila.
: Wut.
: If only this accounting textbook was as interesting as 50 shades of grey
: Beats inside my head, I got these beats inside my head.
: Unst Unst Unst Unst Unst.
: They should invent google translate for math problems.
: I'd rather board the titanic than take this class.
: Anndd that's the last of my food. Shit.
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He saw the world the way he saw himself. Broken and unable to fix.
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Heartbreak[[MORE]]
For a long time, you’ve grown accustomed to standing on the ground that snuck up under your feet when you least expected it. You don’t question it. You just feel that it’s there, and that’s all you need to know.
And then someone pulls that bit of earth out from under you, and you can feel your heart sink into your stomach, and it’s like every...
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At this point in time, I had probably seen you a million times in a million different ways. Days can go by that are utterly unspectacular, and then you have a day like today.
I don’t believe in Hollywood’s version of the first time you lay eyes on someone you think will be important to you. The slow motion, the perfect lighting just never feels real.
But today had to be the day of all days. ...
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“So, I guess we are who we are for alot of reasons. And maybe we’ll never know most of them. But even if we don’t have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.” - The Perks of Being a Wallflower
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I think of you, and I wonder if I was supposed to meet you this way.
We danced around each other far too long. We both knew how the story was supposed to go, but neither of us wanted to be the one to write it. But we were also cursed to know how it would end.
I remember the way that we used to sit; alone, in the dark, listening to the sounds of music as we let it take us away. I remember...
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All men wanted her but none ever saw her for who she truly was. And as it stood her beauty was her curse, beauty was the beast.
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Off the grid. [[MORE]]I don’t know why I go out anymore. I’m slowly starting to realize that I don’t have fun with the people I call my friends. It’s not because they’re bad people, in all honesty they’re some of the most genuine people I’ve met and I’m very glad to have them in my life. I just think we have different short term goals and...
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I have more doubts than I can plot on a map, but I still keep moving, wherever all of this is taking me. I’ve believed in children book fables, white lies, endless winters, and “I love you’s,” watched them all expose their fallacies, and learned my lesson in not apologizing for either one of us.
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He was tired of being just a partner in her adventures. He wanted to be the adventure itself.
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I keep finding ways to write the same words over and over. Because they’re all I believe in now. The same message, a thousand times.
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I made it through my teen years:
This past year has been something of a blur. It’s numbing to look back a year from now and see the strides I’ve made. 19 was a very hard year for me. It broke me, humbled me, and rebuilt me. There’s so much I could say, but my words wouldn’t do it justice. So I’ll just leave it at that. All I know now is that, if I could wish for...
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They never said the three words, but the emotion glowed in the subtext of their every look.
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Maybe it’s just the ‘and’ between our names that holds us together.
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Sometimes, I fear that my thoughts will grow wings, that they will escape the confines of my mind. Other times, I wish that they would just flutter away.
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There’s something about the month of August that I love so much. I think it’s the fact that it’s such a pivotal month. Long summer days of reckless abandon become filled with classes. The only sound I’ll soon recognize is the rushing of students through the quad. My nights of late adventure transform themselves into quality nights of family time and coursework. We start off...
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