July 2012
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As she broke his walls down, she didn’t realize she was placing them around herself.
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Walking down Memory Lane is actually very risky. Not only is it easy to get lost, but some memories can cause a lot of pain when stumbled upon.
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“I think there is something beautiful in reveling in sadness. The proof is how beautiful sad songs can be. So I don’t think being sad is to be avoided. It’s apathy and boredom you want to avoid. But feeling anything is good, I think. Maybe that’s sadistic of me.”
- Joseph Gordon Levitt
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Late night train of thought
I’m a 19 year old college kid with the mentality of a 37 old businessman. [[MORE]] Every event is a test, every dinner is an interview, and everyone else, well they’re just competition. I hate it. I can’t remember when I went from being the guy who parties with reckless abandon to being the most well composed person I know. But it’s sad, because I miss being able to goof...
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Imagine a world where we are paid not with money, but with sleep. And the richest man on earth would live his life dreaming of the most wonderful things.
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I wish someone would have told me what love was when I was young. That way I could have avoided this, I could have stood clear of the storm. But I didn’t, and I won’t tell you I regret it. If it takes every night to remind myself what I’ll never find, than I’ll stay awake for the rest of my life. It’s in the misery of love that we know it better than any feeling in...
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His body is here but his heart is somewhere else. He caresses her blindly because his thoughts are with another. He wastes his kisses on her, kisses that are meant for his love. The love that he lost and can never get back, love that cannot be duplicated. She will never be what he needs. Yet, she tries. She holds him and showers him with words of love. What she doesn’t know is that he closes...
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Only God could tell you how hard I’ve tried to forget you, and only you. But I’ve abandoned all hope of relinquishing something that I never quite understood in the first place. I’ve stooped to my knees this time, I’ve broken under the weight. I have to keep you hidden in the farthest corners of my chest until I convince you I’m right. That I’m right and your hands belong in mine. And I’ll stay in...
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You left me with a hope to set straight my crooked veins, and hold your hand in mine, wash me clean of all my stains. Our voices were just tired and sore, and I let my words ramble and I don’t know what for. I don’t want to be forgotten, I won’t be lost in the void. Every day it gets harder but it’s nothing we can avoid. And I’ll keep breathing and keep waiting until you find a place for me, to...
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I blink, and every time, my heart gets a little weaker.
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Rather than feeling devastated he still had a smile on his face. Maybe the smile was hiding his high degree of disappointment with reality or maybe he was actually truly happy. All he knew is that his dreams came alive during that magical minute he liked to place his hopes upon. He enjoyed having one minute in the day, in which he could escape his average life and transport himself to the one he...
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I woke up today and felt like something was taken from me. And in a way it’s true. I’ve never felt a fear like this before. I’m blessed to have someone up there watching over my sister and I. It could have easily been us. And now I have a friend who was shot last night and is in surgery. It’s weird, I’m supposed to just carry on like today is a normal day, but i feel...
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A pair of hands feeling blindly in the dark. Trying to find the sound of your voice when I’ve never even heard it. One day we’ll overflow like drinking glasses, and our dreams will drown out the horrors of being alive. You’ll be there and I’ll be close behind, in the glow of your presence.
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He poured his heart on the canvas with bursts of bright color. But, she poured hers in a sea of black and left him in darkness.
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Should the shore move closer to the water, should maps start to redraw themselves, hold my hand. We’ll rediscover things we’ve seen a thousand times. Fall in love with songs we’ve sang out loud. Watch light shine through new colors we named ourselves. The ocean is cold and quiet, as heartless as it is deep, but there’s no sea deep enough to keep you from me.
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My page is a little outdated, and my photoshop has been feeling abandoned. So I’ll be messing around with my page, going to redo the layout and such. (:
Here’s a playlist to listen to if you’re bored!
Eyes - Kaskade (Alvin Risk Remix) Spectrum - Zedd (Armin Van Buuren Remix) High For This - Ellie Goulding If She Was Away - Adrian Lux & Blende In My Mind - Axwell Young...
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Lately I’ve been looking at everything as if it was the last time, because I want everything to go dark, just for a night. If I could forget the look of everything beautiful in the fading light. I tried to take from you something that wasn’t there anyway. And I came back from the void with less words than I could say. If I could go back, and start from the beginning again, I’d run as fast as my...
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And the truth is The first words I said Didn’t come from my mouth. The first thought I thought Didn’t start in my head. I was unwillingly bound to someone else. I didn’t know what was going to happen to me. But I wanted to break free So I cut the ropes.
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I may be a broken vessel, a shattered hull of a man. But I can hold onto your voice as if it were your hands. In my head, behind all the distance between our beds I hope you smile, because the world will follow you always. And I’d be buried alive to keep you from believing different.
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I could have been better, I could have been saved, I could have been left, I could have been dead. I’ve spent years trying to get back the years I spent. But now that I’ve found you amongst the black cutout of the sea, I’ve got years to waste just telling you about colors. About how long I’ve spent gritting my teeth at the world. About what sounds I like to hear when...
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I could never understand why the sun stayed away at night, but now I know. It’s the ugliness in our souls that drives back the light. I am saddened by the time I’ve spent alone, with nothing but the fan spinning softly on ceiling. If there is a god out there, let him know I’ll be home when I’m ready. I’ve got a beautiful girl to meet, I’ve got all of eternity...
So when the floor drops out, and my feet start kicking, know that the noose won’t kill me, your name will keep me breathing.
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I can feel your breath as if it was my own. Our hands clasped so tight, the end of the world couldn’t break our bond. We begin to lose the sun in each others eyes, and it seems our hearts have synced beats. I’m thinking, “maybe I love you.” You’re thinking, “maybe I’m wrong”.
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Who are we, you ask? We are the sum of everything we do, refracted by the perception of others.
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I stood for something once, when I was still a man A man that stood for love and hope and forward reaching hands It was proven to me that such things do not exist Only in movies where beauty is caught in slow motion repeats But film fades and actors die and stages get destroyed Hope is no longer a tide that I can tread through Love has become an ocean that I can no longer cross
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If there were a way to sing you a song from wherever I may be, you’d always walk with music, you’d fall asleep to me. Someone once said that the world spins because of love. I’d like to think that it stops the world every now and then too, because for that second, for that infinitesimal moment, you’d be all I see. We’d be infinite. And I could smile with you for as long as I could breathe.
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I could write a thousand lines, and put your face into each letter, build a book about your eyes but what I picture’s always better. Nothing I can say could prove how much I loved the day, that you came into focus, in the early morning grey.
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So here I lay. An addict. Trying to break an addiction like this is impossible. At least when you’re addicted to drugs or alcohol you can just separate the person from them and force them to recover; and even when they think about the substance it can’t physically affect them. Unfortunately, when you’re addicted to a person thinking about them can feed the addiction just as much as being with...
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Dear Confidence, I’m sorry, but last night I slept with Uncertainty.
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Remember, this world will try to break you. Despite it’s boundless shorelines with seas of unwavering depths, it’s cathedrals of stone and gold, composed with skillful precision, and it’s sunrises that let us revel at nature and all it’s perplexities; The grace carried by a women who walks with her head held high is unrivaled by any other beauty this world has to offer.
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I love.. That it rains when I need it most, and that no one really understands my love of grey skies. I love the way the wet asphalt reflects the sky and every stoplight in sight. I love driving along the highway at 3 in the morning, with the road to myself and my favorite songs playing on my ipod. I love hearing someone say thank you when I hold a door for them, or seeing a stranger smile at me...
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“I don’t want to be at the mercy of my emotions. I want to use them, to enjoy them, and to dominate them.” - Oscar Wilde
If I read our story backwards, it’s about how I un-broke your heart, and then we were happy until one day you forgot about me forever.
