March 2012
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It was as though we were lost at sea. Just you, our boat, and me.
We drifted there, with no sense of direction. But I could see it in your eyes. The doubt, the fear, it all showed in your reflection. I witnessed every ounce of security and strength leave you. You began to lose faith in our ship. And as we...
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It's all in the wrongs.
I’ve come to terms that people will always remember the wrongs you commit. It’s a sad truth, but it seems to be what fuels one’s perception of another. The triumphs, acts of valor and good deeds will never be equivalent to the times we fall. Regardless of in our speech, our actions or our judgments, that single moment of fault will overshadow every ounce of good in the eyes of...
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“I fell in love with her courage, her sincerity, and her flaming self respect....”
– F Scott Fitzgerald
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I can't, She Won't, We Wouldn't
Ninety percent of the worlds problems are presented by little words that come in pairs. I think it’s upsetting how much we undermind ourselves. We’re strong and competent, yet we belittle ourselves by using juxtaposing words that make us seem more inferior than we actually are. Instead of saying I’m good; we say not bad, not sad, I’m fine, I’m not upset. We don’t acknowledge any of the good things...
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Composure
I’ve learned to keep myself together at all times. Be the one who’s always put together, or at least appear as if I do. People take advantage of the weak hearted, they look down on them. It’s a sad truth, but I’ve learned to never put myself in that position. Don’t give people that chance, it’s a free emotional bullet. So I hold my head high, and carry myself...
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Self Apology
This is my self-apology. To the me I was, from the me I am. For letting myself be blinded by the priorities that seemed important; rather than the ones that justly were. For convincing myself that I was happy; instead of truly finding happiness. And for losing myself, time and time again.
Sincerely, Self.
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Life asked Death, “Why do people love me, but hate you?” Death responded, “Because you are a beautiful lie, And I am a painful truth.”
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And you're always on my mind.
The hardest part is that with every passing day you become more distant to me. All those little things about you that I loved have become so hard to remember. The memories are fading, becoming less vivid and full. And the place in my mind where you were seems to be less vacant. It’s heart wrenching watching you disappear from my life.
Sometimes I sit and wonder if any of it was real. That...
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Kaskade
Freaks Of Nature Tour - Red Rocks I’m so happy that he’s touring this summer. Now I’ll have something to look forward to besides EDC and Global. (:
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Cleanse
I’m at a point where simplicity is a dire necessity. Purged my facebook of 586 people who I never talk to and barely know. I’ve begun to cut my ties with the people who never really mattered. And I abandoned the lifestyle that led me down a path of downfall.
Every night I lay in bed and tell myself, there must be more than this. Each day I spend doing nothing is one wasted when I...
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“She was ready to deny the existence of space and time rather than admit that...”
– Simone de Beauvoir 